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Remarkable Self-Realization
(at least, for me [ i think ], these are amongst those which I wish I could remember to tell the Psychiatrists, et al.) I find, I’m not altogether unhappy with myself; the things of who I am (diseased disposition, disregarding), for…
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Rainy Day Wishing: Peanut One For None
“I’m a flea-bit peanut monkey All my friends are junkies That’s not really true” and Thorizine, Haloperidol, Seroquil (SP? each) and… some other shit… oh, yeah… Xanax, and Ativan, and it all ain’t nuthin, man nothing puts me to sleep anymore on…
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For we night-owls
the fuckin sunrise, fuckin sunrise, fuck fuck fuckin sunrise bullshit… now how am i ever going to survive!?!??!?!?!?!!?
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Not as many herein, have been
these aren’t electric though many have been and in five days, Adderazilla will rise and save this slave until then moving toward the benzodiaza-days only temporary, no worries i fear i lose my mind now and then and then and now and…
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My Dear, Dearest Freinds, and Acquaintesces-wise
Read herein, those of you so named “Gifted”, along with i. You /know/ who you is. Don’t contemplate, just relate. There is here an entry something of … shit … i forget– soething about … fuck lemme see… okay, should be here:…
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Whore Pig
it’s whipping and its whipping and air of silence snaps and smoke a cigarette and slow as moving will for air and thicken rings on striking ear and little else but flowing red read the print and initialed page and caught in…
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David Robert Jones: Inhale
It is not what I mean in what I do to consume as much exhaustive anti-maintenance candy bean amphetamine “One symptom of nervous tension, paradoxically, is repeated and violent yawning.” † … and what of Ambrosia; the gods’ regard? “i can breathe…
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Haloperidol
2 mg I did not notice any remarkable side-effects, appox 14 hours since ingestion (to induce sleep, which i suppose it might have done something /helpful/ to such affect). however likely nothing remarkable, altogether — time passages– i believe it induces night-terrors…
What's on your Brain.
Objectivity affects what force, before Subjectivity is manifest?